education

i don't know about volunteering anymore. i want to, yes, i do. but i never graduated from high school. it's not that i NEED an education, but i WANT an education.

and i dont mean one of those shitty ones they give you in school.

i want to over time, educate myself.

i'll buy the books with my own money, and learn what i want,  how i want.

no grades. i'll never work (most likely) so why get the grades? especially when this is for ME, not
some jack ass employer.

but still, i made a promise about doing volunteer work. not to anyone specific, just here in on the web;
i promised.

i have to find someway to cope with being sober, and not just from drugs, but even ...other "addictions"
like computer games, though.


....thinking..

it's important for me to watch this(http://youtu.be/oBhteRTabes) video later, when i can focus better. it's on schizophrenia, and from what i have watched so far, it seems really good.

note to self: amnesty. the humane society will probably not work out, so re-think amnesty.