blackpox

Trying to say what I really want to say. It’s difficult to do said act. Especially knowing I’m going to post this in view of other people. Especially knowing I’m going to post this in view of other people and am social phobic and paranoid about others.

I called myself “blackp0x” on youtube. That’s my old name.
Blackpox is the great equalizer. Blackpox makes us all equal.
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Ebola, only spreads through blood. Yes, it’s estimated by some to have a 95% fatality ratio in the peple it infects, but that’s only because it’s spread in Africa, in remote and poor regions where there are no real hospitals. The hospitals can’t sanitize properly there, so if one person comes in with ebola, the rest of the hospital gets it……
“Blackpox” on the other hand, is a made up version of ebola that spreads like the cold. Touch someone, your sick. Cough, and someone gets sick from you.
Imagine that, a common cold with a 95% death ratio.

We as people , especially here in the USA , like to think we’re safe.

Blackpox wouldn’t care if you’re rich, if your white or black, or if you’re happy or sad or living in California or your 83 years old or 2 years old. Blackpox wouldn’t care.
In the eyes of blackpox, we’re all the same, that is to say we’re people who are all so fucking famous in our shitty little brains that we matter. That I am important, when I’m not. That you are attractive, when you should get over it, you’re just a person.
Blackpox would kill without discrimination. Even hitler chose his victims. Blackpox would not.

We’re all equal in blackpox’ eyes.

Think about it, ebola spreading like a cold. Even the president would be equal.

Needless to say, at times I hate “us”. We all have it so fucking good, but we’ll complain over the slightest thing going wrong.
Sometimes the only way you can make someone see how important life is, is to wave death infront of their face.
Maybe a 3rd of the world would die if blackpox ever became a reality, but that would teach the entire planet a valuable lesson about just how precious life really is. To be thankful even for the shitty days.

And it would humble us. We think we’re so smart with our technology, our global internet, our satellites,  our space crafts…. Blackpox would be 1 billionth LESS complex than our human minds, and it would win a world wide war against us in a few short weeks.
Imagine living in a world post blackpox. Everyone is now happy just to be alive. And humble. Humble is important.
(This isn’t intended to be ‘good’, it’s intended to be me)
Pride…. Oh how I hate what pride has done to us. How I hate what we’ve done to us.