my life kind of sucks, but at least right now, i dont care. i'm happy.

you know, my life does really kind of suck. i have paranoid schizophrenia, i live on disability benefits which make me below the poverty line in america, i have extreame social phobias, i live in a rooming house, i'm so far in debt i dont even know who i all owe money too. but it's ok. it really is. at least *right now*, and maybe tomorrow or even an hour from now i'll be all depressed again. but right now, i feel ok. i'm alive, and as long as i stay alive, there is hope for me. mom :P don't use this post against me :) -Nick